198.8 (11am)

My weight has gotten out of hand in the last month. I have put on a real 10 pounds. So that sucks. Two days ago, my 7am weight was 200.0. Unacceptable. And YET, for the last two days I have failed in the afternoon and basically binged in the evening. I am really struggling here. I have got to white knuckle it through getting my insulin down. Just feel really out of control. I am just taking today hour by hour. It's going to be tough.