181.6 (9am) naked, in Texas

I had probably 150-200 grams of carbs yesterday, so I was quite happy to see 181.6 on the scale this morning. I AM trying. DH has lost about 15-20 pounds of fat and put on 5-10 pounds of muscle, so I am trying to improve my body as well. He has got amazingly fast results from his lifestyle change.

185.0 (9:15am) naked, travel scale in Texas

This is my carbed up weight. Day number 1 of my cycle. This last week was tough hunger-wise and the scale definitely reflects that. I am GOING to log and weigh every day. I can't stand this higher weight. Even though it is not much of my new normal, I can feel it. I just want to be really serious and lose 20 more pounds. It shouldn't be as hard as it's been. I feel like I have tried really hard over the last 20+ months and have lost no weight. Maybe this is just how hard I have to try to maintain. I am ok with that. Trying this hard to maintain, is OK. I just really would like to be thinner than I am right now. I would like to feel more agile.

186.6 (wearing green cargo pants, bra, panties, and two t-shirts)

Really struggling here. I am down in Texas working. All food here is quite carby. I will do my best.

184.6 (7:30am) home

I ate a lot of food yesterday (3000 calories?), but all low carb. I went walking this morning with DH. I am going to try to implement a regular walking routine.

183.4 (7am) 184.4 (clothed)

I'm still down in Texas. It's still hotter than it should be.

182.4 (10am)

Ate a pint of Ben and Jerry's yesterday, along with 2 smallish apples, peanuts and cheese. So, my weight is up a bit this morning. I really feel solid at this low 180's weight and would really like to tighten everything up nutritionally/calorically and get down to the low 160's. If I put everything into it, I think that would take me 8-10 weeks. Now staying there would be a bear. But I really, really think I am ready to commit to getting a little lower on the scale. I'm not sure things will look any better with my clothes off (in fact I am scared things might look worse), but with clothes ON, I am sure I will look better and I think I would FEEL better.

180.8 (10am)

182.4 (183.8 clothed) (6am)

105 degrees out yesterday. TOO hot. I am down in Texas this morning at a hotel. I should be able to get headed home around noon I think.

182.6 (6:15am)

182.0 (7:45am)

Better... but still trying to get back under 180.

184.4 (8am)

Man, it's just really really hard for me to get and stay under 180.