It has been a good trip and I am grateful to be able to spend so much time with my parents, but I miss my husband. I have only been only been home about 10 days in the last 50 days and it is too long to be away. My youngest dog had to be put down Christmas morning. She went in to the emergency vet at 3:00 a.m. with weird symptoms and x-rays showed she was full of cancer. To say that it was a horrible Christmas and a traumatic time emotionally is an understatement. But it reminded me that life is unpredictable and that my parents won't be around forever... so I need to spend whatever time I can with them. It was really nice to be able to be here and help out when they needed me.
Tomorrow is New Years Eve and I have been ruminating today on things I hope to accomplish in the coming year. I usually make resolutions each year, or at least think about my life and things I hope to work on in the coming year, if not resolutions exactly. I would like to lose more weight. I am very happy and grateful that I have managed to remain in the 180's and 190's for almost all of 2014, but I would like to finally get down in to the 170's and STAY THERE. It would be really nice to be a size 14 / large and remain there. I would of course prefer to be smaller than that, but I honestly don't think it is possible(?) for me to easily get into the 160's and remain there. I would much rather get to the 170's and not yo-yo any more. But really each day is a struggle to eat as I know I should. I have gathered tricks and tools over the last year and feel confident that I know what I need to do to remain sub 200 lbs, but would like to improve that if I could.
I also would like to improve on my business in the coming year. I will be 40 in 2015 and it is time to have our financial house in order. This includes buying our permanent home and also getting 2 new (to us) cars that are a bit newer. Specifically I would like to put more concentrated effort into expanding our existing business.