183.8 (noon)

Today I commit to weighing my food... putting it in Fitday, weighing on my scale daily (unless not possible due to work circumstances), and going low carb low calorie. I am committing to doing this for a time duration, NOT until I reach a specific weight. I as always can eat as much low carb as I want (with a dream goal of 700 calories, a happy goal of 1000 calories, and success sub 2000 calories). I am committing to this through May 1st, 2016. 119 Days. During that time period it is POSSIBLE to lose 40.8 pounds. I would be quite happy to get down to 161 (100 pounds lost). But mainly, I want to focus on the actions. My weight will end where it wants to. I've struggled the last 2 years to stay at this weight. I HAVE been successful, but have continued to have reaccuring periods of a week to two weeks during which I basically eat whatever I want to almost binging. I repeatedly have lost 10 pounds and promptly regained it. I would really like to focus on trying to get my body to a place where I am happy with it. I don't know if I will ever be "happy" with my body, because of the skin issues caused by being so overweight, BUT I would like to feel in control and proud of my BEHAVIOR.