206.4 (7:45am)

Weight is up this morning after eating 14 grams of chicken bouillon last night (prepared as a soup with xantham gum) and also weighing much earlier than normal. No worries. I heard my stomach growling last night a lot while I was lying in bed, which means I was good yesterday.

We went to the thrift stores last night and I got two pairs of jeans. A pair of Levi 555's size 15 (!!!!) and a pair of GAP size 14Regular. The both went on and buttoned, but were tight. I should be able to fit them comfortably by the end of this month, I think. I just cant believe that I can put on those pants and even button them. I tried on a bunch of shirts as well. Large and X-large. I was going to get them, but then remembered how many shirts I have in storage. I will have to have my husband help me get them soon. It was just really surreal to try things on and be so much smaller. I pretty much look like a normal size American to myself in the mirror now. The last set of pictures my husband took of me (at 209.8), didn't reflect near the weight loss I've been seeing in the mirror each day now, so I will be curious to see how my 199.8 pictures will look when I get there.

I think I will go to the doctor and get some more phendimetrazine on Monday. I will call today and try to get an appointment. I haven't taken but like 5 or so of the pills, but I want to have plenty on hand for the coming 6 months or whatever, and I think he is supposed to cut me off soon. Maybe he won't though if I continue to show good losses? Not sure how that is supposed to work. They never have said.