225.8 (11:00am)

I want so bad to get under 225, but I think I've been getting there so slowly, that by the time it happens, it will probably be somewhat of a letdown. Yesterday I looked at fat pictures and food logs/ diet journals covering the last TEN years. It was kinda sad. It breaks my heart that I have spent so many years of my life trying to lose weight. So much energy and thought into something that other people don't even really think about.